The world through the eyes of a sociopath. Part 4.
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I don't know what kind of sociopath sees other people and the world around them.
Well, like I said before, cynical, and I've been talking for a very long time about how I've been saying that for a
Time was learning to copy other people's emotions and understand what they're saying between the lines.
So I've learned very well to learn to see the numbers of things.
And if a normal person sees some kind of love there he's got some romantic pink ones.
I see the benefit of the doubt. I see why people are together. I see the need for each other.
What's the motive for every one of them taking advantage of who's using who and who's manipulating who, and I
I can feel it in a subtle way when someone wants to use me or manipulate me like that, so hang me.
I didn't really have a moment when I idealized people when I didn't have one.
Not a lot of experience, and that was probably up to 25. Okay, up to 28. Let's say 28 and I could for a while.
idealize, but then very quickly. Like I idealized it, because I knew it.
I think it's an illusion. Well, it's two times enough to stop idealizing.
I'm the only one who's stopped idealizing. I'm not disappointed. I'm not in love.
And I can't even though I didn't think I was in love at the time. It was just boring.
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